Freak
Ecstatic, ex-apart and statis- standing Indicating a self in which we are symbolically standing apart ourselves. Saperated from the dense, detailed and self centered layers of our identity which we normally focus on and obsess over, and reconnecting with a part of our identity which is more primal and necessary; our common human nature ! We spend a good deal of our time fearing that we might look like idiots. Holding back from a host of important aspirations and ambitions as a result. Instead we should get rid of such feelings from losing our hold on any such remaining sense of dignity and by accepting frankly that we are by nature of course completely Idiotic, great sacks of foolishness that cry in the night , bump into walls, and kiss peoples noses by mistake.